Appears to Be Normal

Even as time passes, the post-treatment maintenance scans don't come any easier.  Every 6 months, as part of my check-up and maintenance plan I get breast scans.  When I was diagnosed, I had heard from many other survivors that the post-treatment appointment and scans are always filled with anxiety.  At the time, it was hard for me to understand.  I only assumed, once I would be free and clear of the big "C" that a maintenance scan would be nothing to be worried about, after what one goes through as part of their treatment.  Yet, I find myself last Monday driving to the Breast Center, breathing heavier and a bit anxious.  Then waiting for the results the last week hasn't been easy- the thought of the result has been inter-mixed in my daily activity.  Leading up to my appointments, I have positive self-talk and am thankful there are ways in which we can detect disease early.  But the positive self talk is still slightly swirled with a bit of worry.

Results are in= all appears to be normal. Big Sigh!  However how does one get to a place where scans don't = anxiety?